Ein Name für das Anderssein: Eine Transsexuelle aus Weimar

Sabine Brandt
| Lesedauer: 10 Minuten
"Hände weg von dunklem Lidschatten." Den Tipp bekam Siegrid Tenbusch von der Kosmetikerin ihres Vertrauens. Sie selbst will ein unauffälliges Leben als Frau führen, ohne grelle Schminke und Minirock. Foto: Maik Schuck

"Hände weg von dunklem Lidschatten." Den Tipp bekam Siegrid Tenbusch von der Kosmetikerin ihres Vertrauens. Sie selbst will ein unauffälliges Leben als Frau führen, ohne grelle Schminke und Minirock. Foto: Maik Schuck

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Als die Person, um die es hier gehen soll, zur Welt kam, verwendete niemand einen Gedanken darauf, wie wohl sich das Kind in seiner Haut fühlen würde.

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